A few weeks ago my Drama class watched a A level group’s play about rape & abuse. One scene in the play was a guy being aggressive towards his wife & ended up raping her.
The problem I’m having is that I got a strange attraction to the guy because of his aggression towards the girl. Ever since then I can only think about such aggression being towards me. I fantasize about being raped.
I find these feelings to be really strange & weird. Is it normal to feel like this? or am I just strange?
You’re not strange. But I think one of the reasons you were shown this play was to highlight your common reaction.
If you can’t talk about it in school, what about with someone you trust such as a relative or friend or a teacher. Or, ask for some counselling help through your GP. Good luck!